Today is Lucy's birthday and she would have been 38, which she would have hated. We miss her more as each year goes by because of all the family events that she is missing. We visted the bench yesterday as the weather was much better for a celebration. Raphie joined us insisting that he take a bunch of flowers. He was a real comfort wanting to know if stars were comfy and would lucy be able to see his flowers. We spent the afternoon going through family photos with him. Suddenly realised that our last family outing with Lucy was just six months before being told she had lung cancer, she looked so good. Love you xxx Caroline and Dad