I made Lucy this cake on her last birthday with us and a few tears definitely made it into the mixture that day. And they still flow now, five years on from losing her. But I know I'll always have a big sister and she's always with me, and I'll always be one of three Bowen siblings. Happy birthday to the best sister I could ever have wished for, we should have had so many more years but the ones we had were bloody amazing. Love you xx Ruth